Testing The waters

You will never believe till you experience it. Love is devilish. People are being loved, people are being taken cared of and you sit at home wondering if love will ever be dropped at your frontdoor. Love comes easier if its not searched. Searching reminds you of the fantasy you have in your mind. The perfect guy with a good job, with lots of respondiblities and on top of that good looking. Focus less on the outside and focus more on the inside. I Just think you should test the waters. Testing the waters makes you know what u really want in Life.

Whats a good guy? What do you want in your man? Well ive always had a big fantasy about my future guy. I Picture him in my dreams but the question is does he really exist or im i watching to many movies?

Does a good guy always need to have a good job, be good looking, have his marvelous car and a large bankaccount? The question is No. People find love in gangster, drop outs whatever. Its The inside that counts. Doing bad things doesnt mean ur horrible or evil it simply means you are human. Perfection is not on anyone's side. You can try to be perfect but no one is.

Mistakes are to be made and forgiveness is by choice. There are things you can never forget but forgive. People mistake those two words for alot of things but if you really read between the lines there are things that makes sense.